Sorrow

Never would like to speak
For what we have been left into

Expecting the sorrow to be dormant
And yet its yearning relentless threads within

Even when nothing seemed
Be for the best of the future

Still the thought of the sorrow
I believe is worth something.

Leave the agony of not putting it into words..

Felt like the paradise of eternity

Never felt like this ever.

Had to clinch myself up to accept the reality
Hard to say that all in a moment of deprivation.

You never gave It a chance

said its never gonna work

said its preposterous

And I tried and I tried..

And I tried hard enough..

Till I lost my way coz of the coldness that

Rose through your responses.

Response so cold it felt like staring into a cold night

Like troubled mountains atop a lake of serenity

Like some soul less fish in a lifeless pond

Your words kept me lurking in the darkness

And kept me awake while I was so lost in the dreams of my own solitude.