Quit 'em already!

Day 3!

I have tried quitting them earlier but never succeded...this time there seems a resolve and undeterring clarity within, which seems enough to sail through:p..yeah i am talkin about cigarettes and 'them' coz they do have an individuality in a smokers mind and surely they do stalk the smoker in multiples.

So when everythin seems to go rite..wht would a vella person do..hmm..i think he would ponder about why the hell is this happening to me, or I was supposed to be a smoker , I had given up my resistance against 'them'..but still thinking from a personal intelligent perspective(:p) it feels good that this unnecessary bond is finally let go and trust me they dont allure tht much! trust me..they dont!

Its all may be because of oral probation and if you have the remedies for tht like gum or may be elaichi, supari(something to chew basically to scare away the blues..u knw wht i mean) one can surely acheive 3 days of non smokingness..nd counting(:P)..just take it day by day..instant by instant..nothin more to think of..nothin to ponder upon..and if still wondering then write a blog entry!

Recognition Paranoia

Lost I feel in this world of smiling faces

Putting forward my unheard plea

I roam into my thoughts of intimidation

Was it enough for recognition.

Is it the sole purpose of one's life

Craving and craving for thy

But people stare into my eyes

& say - "You ought to be recognised"!

Appearance matters, work matters

yeah all of them are true to the word

but can't one ignore all of these and be true

to oneself and just be involved.