Ignorance

Deep down my memory lane
feels as if all in vain
then i thought of a moment tht passed
nd it changed me all over again

Its the choices i made
those were i beleived then
now i think of them as mere thoughts
where did i lacked then
i can't figure out
should i take it as my ignorance

never again never again
will i be so fooled down
nd never again will there be ny regrets
never again thou be my heart filled wid sorrow
no more mistakes no more regrets more more more...

Feelings

Inside the mountain
a river is flowing
in my fickle heart
her love is still blooming
nd i want to touch,to feel, to care for her my lover
but she ain't nymore interested in my feelings

out of my disgraced anguish
i still hope tht she would
reconsider me
rethink of me
but i know it ought not the way
we always want it to be

tolerant approach..thts my best way to learn!

The introduction of reservations must surely have been for positive reasons but I feel that presently the system is further dividing the society and developing a deep inherent doubt amongst the majority about the minority which is worsening the situation overall. A reserved category student might ask ” Is it really worth it?”. Yes one could land into some top-notch institutes, get into good jobs and all that but would this success(or upgradation) erase out the only fact that one belongs to a reserved category and would it change the perspective of people(the majority) towards you. I seriously doubt it!

I feel that the fundamentals of our country have been such that it completely negates the possibility of success of reservations unless and until the thinking process is altered altogether. Now and then the government agrees on quotas for some particular community..by dividing people on the basis of caste they are basically no different than the filthy power loving devils. Recently saw a documentary on partition of India.... at the time of partition people lived in harmony with each other but always had a miniscule deep in the heart doubt about a person out of his religion which in the times of chaos and fear was multiplied somehow and the bloody times of partition are sad evidence of this..Nowadays it has advanced upon to the names of reserved and general quotas...everybody wants a quota for their well being nd hence generations..but what about the deep non-removable sting in a person belonging to some quota towards a person belonging to another?

They say basically a general quota has been created….all through the centuries exploited castes in simultaneous minority groups and a general group has been created as an end result of this entire process…With entrance exams to esteemed institutions gaining importance surely these petty differences are being aroused right during prime youth of the nation and dividing these immature minds....they would chat together attend classes together but still in the minds of either lies a solemn doubt, like for the minority ‘what if the majority would simply write me off...?’.However, comfortable in the bounds of the minority one would get dragged up by evils of incompetence and mere collective self doubts…to sum up tolerant approach seems the best way to learn here…arghhh overall a very pathetic scenario!